I haven't been on or doing any art in the last few months...I know ..I've been busy. I'm about 4 months pregnant now and perpetually sick. Being sick sucks but I'm excited and obviously scared about being pregnant. Unless you're nut then you'd be scared too if you knew that in a few more month you were going to be in extrem pain and passing something the size of about a turkey out of your body. A good 8lbs of screaming wiggling joy is gonna force it's way out of your body....yeah I'm terrified. Circumstance aren't the best. I'm not married...I'm not even on speaking terms with the father,I'm living with my parents and I'm an unemployed military vet with no benefits. It's a bit overwhelming and I'm scared and freaking out about all of this, but I know it wil be alright b/c I'll have help from my mom and I'm gonna be able to get child support (if I can catch that rat bastard ) I'm not quite ready for this but I can't blame the father b/c obviously I played a role in this as well. I've got my friends and my family to encourage and help me along the way. My baby is gonna grow up to be a better person then both of it's parents and I'm going to do everything in my power to give my child every opportunity in life. I hope they will grow up to be strong and loving their felllow man, to be respectful, charitable, accepting, understanding, forgiving, and inspirational to everyone they encounter.